[THIS BOI]
Name; Spenser
Age; 15
Birthday; 25th August
Other info; Facebook; spensergts@live.com MSN; spenseriscool@hotmail.com
Horoscope; Virgo
[I LIKE]
Breakdancing.
The number 7.
Online games
Chicken Rice, Hamburgers, Duck Rice, Char Kueh Teow.. many other foods. ;D
GOD! :) My awesome God.
Anime/Manga
Cartoon Network
Cheras Cell Group
Vineyard Church
[I detest]
Homework
Homework.
Homework.
Presentations.
[Wishing for...]
Being Taller.
Achieve infinite wisdom.
1billion in Maple.
Happiness.
Pass IGCSE exams with flying colours.
Her. <3
[Links.]
Sydney Gow
Shanny
Wai Yip
Sophia
Calvin
XinYue
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Friday, December 25, 2009
Did nothing special.
Lao doesn't celebrate Christmas~ so, dad was working today.
Stayed at home, watching TV. So bored till I even watched, "The Grinch".
Yes, it's that idiotic show about that green furry man.
For lunch. I ate bread. Still recovering from my fever.
Oh, fevers make me kind of hallucinate. Hate that feeling.
Couldn't tell reality from.. fantasy during my fever. Same thing happened when I had my
high fever at.. 9 or 10. Well. If anyone experiences this, my advice would be, to stay near
someone at all times. It really reassures you.
Dad was using the computer in the office till really late. I woke up at 3am, that's when "it" began. It lasted for an hour. Felt like jumping down the stairs. Then surprisingly, I went back to sleep.
I woke up again. He was beside me. Felt better, but still it was in effect. Again went back out to the living room. Same feeling.. again. Wanted to jump off and end my life right there. Whole body was numb. My hands felt like they were being poked by needles. My brain.. well, my brain couldn't think.
My movements felt automated. Walked around like a zombie till I finally reached the bed again. Laid down in it, and I remember, I was waiting for whatever that was suppose to happen to me. (death or whatever, I suppose.) Buried my face in the pillow.. Finally fell asleep.
I woke up again at 7am.
Same nightmare, different story.
This time, it was Prince of Tennis. (if you read the manga or watch the anime, you'd know what it is. It's pretty interesting to read, and informative about tennis, if you like it.) Not that I was dreaming about Ryoma or anything. Felt like there was someone standing right there, in that room, ready to hit one of those killer tennis shots at me and my dad, and I had to do something.
Yes, you probably have thought of it.
Jumping off the building or whatever.
I was crying at this point, I think. I kept walking up and down the stairs.
Down and up the corridor, without my slippers on. It was freezing.
At then, I finally fell asleep.
I woke up at 11am this time.
My fever receded. (looks like all the walking stopped it?)
Cause of it? Unknown. All I know is that, I slept for the whole day, woke up, and got the fever.
I'll leave it up to the experts to decide what it is.. I'm going for a check-up.
[1:03 PM]
i want some cookies.